Blegh

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Wow, I actually just want to get the fuck out of here. My dad thinks nothing is as good as it seems; always has to look for the negative side of everything, and has no faith in people. I never thought that anyone could be so cynical. It's not like I don't want to see his side in everything, it's just that he always has to be right and whenever I get excited about something "pointless," he thinks that it's appropriate to tell me that it's probably not as good as it seems. I just love having my happiness and thoughts for the future kicked, crushed and blown up . . . over, and over and over again.