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ALL I WANT IS SOME FUCKING FREEDOM, IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?

It totally is these days . . . mostly due to the fact that my father just cannot let go. Do I blame him? No. But imma big girl, I can handle myself. Do you guys find that the older you are getting, the more you just push your parents away? I mean I always thought it was those pre-pubescent teens who tell their parents to get the fuck out of their lives, but I kind of want to be alone too. I don't know if this is even stupid to ask, but you'd think that since I am going away next year that I would want to cherish my time left with my dad. I am not saying that I don't love him and all of that, of course I do, I mean, he's raised me alone since I was a baby, but his whole "eagle eye" thing is a bit ridiculous. I can't even go throw out the garbage without him looking out the window to make sure I don't get hit by a car or kidnapped (teennapped in my case). Damn, I should feel horrible wanting to be my own person, but I just don't at this point. No longer can I be told what to do, when to do it, and how to do it. It's like four more months until I get this freedom I want and I CANNOT WAIT.